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YouYou are not my hero.
You have not saved me from myself.
You have yet saved me from my hell.
I am trapped all alone in this place.
Here I am with you though,
I stand right beside you
and yet I find myself alone.
You are the voice that act's as my conscience,
you influence my every movement.
You are the hand that guides me,
whether it's right or wrong.
I am trapped all alone in this place.
Here I am with you though,
I stand right beside you,
and still I am alone.
Alone
Not even a shadow do I have to comfort me in my empty darkness
I am living to die,
for I am not alive.
If it wasn't for my pain
I wouldn't be real,
If I couldn't feel my heart break.
You are not my hero.
You have not saved me from myself.
You have yet saved me from my hell.
I stand alone.
With you as my movement,
not my shadow.
You my empty cup,
not my wine.
You as the voice,
and not the stone.
You as the absence of an idea,
not the awe

this emptinessI  feel  this  emptiness

In  the  great  darkness  of  despair

When  my  mind  is  in  the  strong  grip  of  confusion

When  I  am  lost

In  the  feeling  that  everything  is  wrong

When  the  light  is  gone

In  the  tears  I  weep  for  my  sweetheart  &

LoveLove is but a rose.

Beautiful and romantic.

Then stings you as you get close and hurts you at the touch.

Silenced by the blissful torture.

Dark is the day, when it dies.

Yet reborn by the bitter cold that killed it.

And love is again as lovely as at first.

XVIII The MoonIn  the tarot I was born on the day of the moon card

I am the light

I shine through the darkness

Though the fears

I have two sides

I can help or hurt

I can be the light in your life, that will help you though your journey

Or  the fear in the darkness

I am the moon

I am the way though the fears

I am the heavens light, that shines in the unknown

HumansHumans.

They live to communicate.

They live for company.

They live for love.

They want only to be accepted.

They live to laugh,

And to smile.

To feel good.

To show off their best qualities.

To be superior.

To be competitive.

To be the attention.

To be lively and charming.

To not acknowledge that anything bad can happen.

To live in a dream.

As there are few to prove the opposite.

Those live to be quite and to themselves.

They live to not care.

They don't live to laugh or smile.

They don't live to have feelings or to show off qualities.

They don't live to be lively or charming

They simply don't want attention.

They acknowl

Romeo's sonnet to JulietO  thy  art the  morning  and evening  star

Nay,  thee  shall  not  be  compared  to  Venus

For  Venus is lesser  in look  by  far

I have been given the  sweetest  dreams  of  us

Let day touch  thou's  face  and  thou's  beauty shall  shine

I  am  blessed  to  see  such  a  sight

O but eve

DesireIn the silence and darkness of my despair.

I feel this desire building up within me.

My heart beats faster.

This desire flows strongly in my veins.

This longing is unfamiliar,

Yet known too well.

My thoughts filled with this craving.

My heart longs for it.

My hands reach for it.

I feel my legs giving away.

All of my strength is gone.

I am weak to this want.

This desire is making it hard to breath.

The feeling of this desire dances among my lips.

Unable to think or understand.

All I know is you are my dearest desire.

BurningIt's time to do what I should have done along time ago.

To start a fire,

And throw my heart in it.

While the flames kiss my heart,

It burns away my past,

With the ashes I hold I still see the memories

Of the wanted and unwanted times,

They bring a smile to my face.

Yet I let the wind take them away,

So I can move on.

So I can feel what I should have felt a long time ago.

The feeling of bring free,

Of everything being clear.

And now when I see him my heart comes alive

Once again.

And now I can feel for him the way I should have

The way I was meant for.

And now I feel my heart mending in a new way.

My heart is burni

Within that secondIn a second the world was blank.

In a second there was no right or wrong.

In a second there was no sadness.

In a second there was no hurt.

In a second I was confused.

In a second I saw a future.

In a second that future was full of joy.

In a second that joy came from you and me.

In a second everything was right.

In a second I knew love.

In a second I felt love, it seemed other worldly.

Like it our souls were looking for each other.

And we found each other at last.

Within that second I looked in to your eyes.

Never let goTake me into your arms

Never let go

Never let me feel this pain again

Erase my tears

With a kiss

Heal my scars

With your sweet words

Make me come alive again

Hold me into your arms

Never let go

Let reality go, and live in our dreams

Erase this darkness

With your kiss

Heal my sorrows

With your sweetest words

Make me come alive again

Give back my heart

Give back my soul

Give me a reason to live

To LateI see you walking away

I feel so terrible

I was to late to explain

I was to late to make everything better

I wanted you to stay

I feel like I must find you no matter what

To make everything better

I was to late to say everything

I was to late to try to make you understand

My heart is breaking

As the tears are flowing faster

I cannot save our love

You already walked out

I am to late to make you stay

I am to late to say I love you

I am to late to save our hearts

I am to late to heal your wound

The one I have created

I am now drowning in the misery I have created

I am left with the guilt

Saying to me "I am out of t

FallenI can find no comfort,

When life and happiness seems to always slip away.

When sorrow and regret,

Is my only company.

When myself do I hate,

For I have lost

My heaven,

My paradise,

My golden city.

My wings have been ripped from my back,

So I no longer fly among the clouds.

But bleed in the dark corner of misery.

I lost my way.

I lost the light.

I lost the key.

That gave me flight.

That made me see.

But now I am wounded and can no longer fly

Among the clouds of heaven.

I can no longer hear the angles sing and the cherubs play.

But it does not matter any more,

For I have lost everything.

And within losing everything,

I lo

If it was your last day?If today was your last day...
what would you do?
If you only had moments to live...
how would you spend that time?
would you try to live out your dearest dreams?
If you only had moments to live with me...
would you spend it with me
or
would you spend it with some one else?
If you only had moments to...
realize something important
what would it be?
who would you want to tell?
If you had moments to live...
what would your thoughts be?
would it be dearest memories
of you and me?
or of some one else,
stories told to you or you told?
If you only had moments to live...
and you could change something,
what would it be?
If you only had one last breath...
what would it whisper
and to who would you want it to be for?
If it was your las

PretendingHe holds my heart with claws.

Within that hold my heart rips,

And I feel trapped.

To please him is far out of my reach,

Even though I dance like a fool for him.

He just is just locked up inside,

With a distant look on his features,

Not even noticing me.

Leaving me in the cold,

I try to stay strong, but my happiness is fading.

I finally found warmth,

Then he took it away,

With his bitter cold touch.

My beliefs are within his lies,

That my secrets are safe with him, and he would rid my fears.

Only to hid his.

I will pretend that his lies are true,

Because the memories of the past is my poison,

That I am killing myself with.

A

IfI wonder how it would feel to touch a cloud.

To reach your dream,

To get what you wanted all along.

That you struggled through your life to get it.

Would you feel happy?

Would you feel sad?

Would you feel like you have to start a new goal for yourself?

What if you did not know your dream?

If you did not know your self?

Would time be ticking,

Or would time be lost?

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Love EchosYour words echo in my head,

They echo in my heart,

They fill my heart with warmth,

They fill my heart with hope and what you said,

Has brought an unexplainable feeling to me.

They make my heart pump that warm unexplainable feeling though my veins,

They echo though my mind and give me my dreams,

The words have taken over me,

The echoing words you gave me,

Has become me.

Romantic LullabyHush now darling,

Don't be angry,

Just come to me and I will heal you.

I will touch you sweetly,

As you let all your anger out blissfully,

Come and lay with me.

Let me feel your fast beating heart,

Let me hear your quick breath,

As you hold me tight,

I will whisper sweet words to you,

To make you not worry,

" I am forever yours, you had me fully when you took me,

I belong only to you.

Now sleep my dearest."

Just lay your head on my chest and feel my heart beating for you,

Feel my arms around you,

Feel the warmth of my body for you,

Now sleep in blissful pleasure.

Fighting For FreedomI feel my breaths leaving my body,

Never to come back,

With the heavy hold he has on me,

Leaves me with the feeling of suffocating,

My lungs are filled with ice,

As I breathe in his presents,

I feel like I have only minutes left.

I feel like a madman,

Within this darkness and despair,

Seeing what could be if I was free,

Sparks a flame of hope within me.

But I am never to look in his sinful eye again,

In fear of losing everything,

To once again become what never was,

To live as something that never was,

Only for the man that holds a chain around me.

With the thought of what he has become,

The feeling of adrenaline rushing thro

Forever LastingI still feel the ring on my finger,

The feeling of your hold seems forever lasting,

Even though I am free,

I still feel heavy with a burden,

I still feel the chains on my feet,

That drag me down,

Happiness is not willing to tack me,

As I thought it would be,

When I was free from you,

Maybe the lies were true,

But it dose not feel like so when I am with you,

Yet my emptiness is telling me otherwise.

LiesThis life is so empty,

When it is easier to lie,

Than to tell the truth.

In this world now,

We are born and breed in the art of deception,

That we are masters in seeing and telling lies,

That we fail to be able to see the truth,

Let alone speak of such a thing.

We are blind to our faith,

We are only the black shadows,

Trying to find who we are,

Underneath our thick skin.

We shed our skin,

If we do not fit for others pleasure,

We throw away our life as though it was nothing,

We then grow new skin to cover our past,

We morph our ourselves to be pleasing to the judging eyes around.

We only live to please,

We only to serve,

We

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by ~LauraS45, Nov 6, 2012, 2:07:44 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

You lie

You deceive

You enslaved me

To obey

To take the blame

To be the evil one

To do as you wish

But I saw the evil

And I tried to get away

But I was a possession of yours

You are a soulless creature

You use me to get what you want

But I am weak

For I cannot help but to obey you

Your words echo in my mind

And take over my heart

And lock away my soul

So that you would be my only judgment

And I your zombie puppet

And you my substance of life

I will be silent and obedient

As your slave

Once again

Just to expose the evil

Within you

Only to be possessed once again

With in my blood let it be true

I will be free of you

I will take the knife

And I will have my life

Under my control

Possessionby ~LauraS45

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Just something that been bothering me lately.

I really want your comments on it
let me know how it made you feel and what did you think of when you read it.

well I hope you enjoyed it.

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~cskadoz Nov 12, 2012 General Artist

fun read. dark passion & surrender. moody . . . pissed.

~LauraS45 Nov 13, 2012

thank you. you are the only one to kind of capture my meaning.

~cskadoz Nov 14, 2012 General Artist

~angrboda555 Nov 12, 2012

wow... just ... I don't have words for this. it's incredible how you can get all that feeling in this

~LauraS45 Nov 13, 2012

thank you

~angrboda555 Nov 16, 2012

you're welcome!

~silvergabetha834 Nov 6, 2012 Professional General Artist

If you are going through something like this, please get help. No one should have to deal with that kind of relationship.

Your poem is powerful and painful. It really put me in the mind of someone who is in an abusive situation.

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!BreatheAngelicLove Nov 6, 2012 Student General Artist

i love this poem!! actually this is similar to what has been bothering me too!! It has a very powerful tone to it!

~LauraS45 Nov 6, 2012

thank you I am glad to hear tha t it was powerful!

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